wierdo's thoughts

The words of wierdo

I can't say it loud

for I can't manage to face the crowd.

my feelings are what make me,

and they are the precious part of me.

yes, it is difficult for me to say

but this doesn't mean it's you who I hate.

yes, I like to be in my own company

but this doesn't mean I hate your company

sometimes I want to be alone,

sometimes I want you beside me.

but all I want is you to understand me

for I am a wierdy.

for I pretend to be an extrovert

but beneath me lies what they say

a weird introvert!

a crazy book lover.

A Crazy

          book

lover

They were her forever companions,

They were the song of her heart.

They were her love,

They were her world.

When she was isolated from the external world,

She was included in their world;

A world of silent words.

They meant a lot to her

As they knew her better

Than anyone else knew her.

They had words for all her absurd feelings,

They had words for her lunatic behavior.

They had reasons for her happiness,

They had reasons for her sadness.

These were the reasons why she loved them

And they were the reasons why people called her 

A CRAZY BOOKISH NERD!

From the heart of a PLUVIOPHILE...

Ever wondered how a pluviophile's world is?

aah! I knew it, you haven't.

here I go, with a dual triplet of mine,

depicting how it feels like

to be pluviophile.

It gives her peace,

It gives her joy.

Its droplets mean pearls to her 

Its smell means scent to her.
When no one is there to listen to her cry
she is there to accompany her.

It is rain and her is she-

a pluviophile.

a thanks to my philosopher's stone

Thanks to my philosopher's stone...

Some people are like the philosopher's stone. just as the stone turns everything into gold and make it immortal they make our life as precious as gold. They step at the door of our life and as soon as it opens they modify it completely. They make it a fairy world, absorbs all the sorrows and emit out love and happiness. in my case, you are that philosopher's stone. you make me think positive and relaxed and so make me happy. Thanks for being in my life.

#dedicated

angels don't cry...

Angels Don't Cry...

There she was. Sitting like a broken doll with her hands in her lap thinking about her worst nightmare which came true a year ago. A dark and deep loneliness rapt her completely. Tears came, both from heaven and eye as it was an angel in sigh. Her little body was covered with a red-checked shirt and black denim. It was nearly sunset when he came there and surprised her with his presence. She got up to her feet and started towards him. He took her in his arms. She could smell his body, she could feel its warmth. He wiped her tears with his hands. Heat rushed through her cheeks to her entire body. His hands rested on her waists and her on his chest. She went on her toes and brought her lips close to his. He brought his chin down and then their lips touched each other. She stepped back to see him, still crying . He whispered in her ear, "angels don't cry."

Eid- the festival of humanity

EID MUBARAK...

With the end of this ramzan season Eid is at our doorsteps bringing love and happiness in our lives. 

Eid is celebrated at the end of the ramzan month by all the muslims world wide. It the most auspicious occasion for muslims as on this day they are forbidden for fasting. 

It is believed that during the month of ramzan the holy QURAN was sent to the Earth by Allah and so this month was named as ramazan. 

Eid is a festival of love and joy which brings happiness in each one's life. It is a festival of charity and kindness. On this day all the Muslims offer prayers to the almighty followed by zakat(charity). They donate 1/4th of their salaries to the poor and the needy for their betterment.

Eid teaches us a lot about humanity. Let's celebrate it together with full joy and happiness, irrespective of our religions. Let's have those sweet sewiya(which i love the most) together. Let's donate together, let's pray together, let's celebrate together. Let's show some secularism together :)

On this prosperous occasion of Eid I pray to Allah for all those underprivileged and needy people who don't have enough money, shelter, clothes, may he grant them strength to overcome difficulties and challenges and help them to be better citizens. I also pray for those families who lost their dear ones in the recent terror attack in Dhaka. May their souls rest in peace. May they get enough strength and courage to live without their family members.

Eid brings happiness to all. Especially to students :p as it's a national holiday. I know how we roam on our terrace every year the eve. before eid to look for moon and when it finally appears we all sing, "dekho chand aaya, chand nazar aaya, aaya aaya aaya." :p :p...eid mubarak sabko :)

Eid mubarak to all of you :) .

signing off

aashi

when he left me..

When he left me...

3/6/2016

Aashi jain 

 

I remember how it all started? 23/12/15- the date when we saw each other for the first time. He was wearing a denim jeans and a black woolen jacket. His hairs as usual- messed! His height was normal but was too small as compared to his companion. It was a short meeting in that Christmas fate followed by some small eye contacts. We didn’t chat that day. Then a few weeks later there was his friend request on my fb account. I cheerfully accepted it and then we became friends. I remember how polite he used to be during that tenure. I remember each and every conversation of ours. How we used to fight, how we used to make fun of each other and how we used to care for each other. There was a girl to whom he was in love with and desperately wanted her to be his partner. That girl was none other than my childhood friend- amyra. I was happy when they both went in a relationship, happy for both of them. He was someone very close to my heart.  He always supported me whenever I was in trouble.  He made a strong support system of mine. That time I used to think that even if the whole world set against me, there will be he who is going to support me. That time he held such precious position in my heart that I could nearly do anything for him. He just had a simple demand from me and that was to fix his meetings with his beloved. I tried my level best to fulfill his demand. But the irony was that we were friends only because I was fulfilling his demand. Then later on when I was so busy in my own life that I was not fulfilling his condition he conveyed this truth to me. When he told me this I felt like as if someone has kept something heavy on my mind and soul. I felt broken. It was like a storm, a storm which ruined me. A storm which I’ve to overcome daily, a storm who’s impact will always be in my neurons. I don’t know who was to be blamed for this but maybe it was our fate who is responsible for it. But alas! He will never understand this, no matter how hard I try because for him I’m the most selfish person in the world. Now in his life on my place there are many, but in my heart no one else can take his position because he was a true friend to me and he was among the ‘most special person’ panel of my life. I remember how nice I used to feel when he used to say, “I love you dear and I’ll never leave you, my dearest sister!” Ahh! Will never forget him.